None the less - yes all of this is happening, but I've chosen to go back to my old ways. I have slipped in the past 3 weeks before my vacation. Week one of my vacation, I did great!!! The second week I held my own pretty well, only added a bite here and a taste there. This week....I'm back to January 1, 2010!!!!!!!! Fat, sluggish, stupid old woman!
The past 2 days my calorie intake has been 2000 and I've been barely able to move. Today...I feel like a stuffed sausage....wanting to and sometimes...I've even stuffed my face with something.
Let me remind you of how this disgusting behavior feels.....
- I'm hot and sweaty....can't get relief!
- My tongue is fat and lazy and all the little bumps are standing up. It feels like a cats tongue - gross!!
- My back hurts, so I'm walking hunched over....I look like a fat old woman!
- My feet, legs and hands are bloated....
- Oh and my stomach is bloated. I can't even hold it in, it's too heavy!!
- I have acne again!
- I am sleeping well, probably because I'm in a food coma!
- My energy level is super low!!
- My thinking is sharp and then sluggish many times during the day....
- Right now I could use a nap!
I want to get back to feeling....
- Mysterious...there's just something mysterious about a person who takes care of themselves....Don't you think?
- Want to feel good in my clothes....I have no fall clothes in my closet. None!! I would love to go shopping, but I can't do it feeling this way....
- Need the swelling to go down so my shoes won't be so tight and I can get my rings off.
- I want to be able to get back into the gym and reach my fitness goals!
- I want to get my calories down to 1600!!
- I want to drink my water!!
- I want to reach my goals!!!
ARE YOU WITH ME?