My mind is literally playing tricks on me.
I was so elated!! Today the scale moved to what I thought would be a 40 pound weight loss. To my dismay, I realized I've lost only 38 pounds.
I thought when I hit this particular number, I would be there, I would have achieved this goal. Geez...I've even counted it out in my head, just knew it would be the right number.
But today, when I used a calculator to figure the total, I realized I've been wrong this whole time!! I don't know how I've missed this. I look at my blog page almost every day and I see the weight loss ticker. It's been showing 37 pounds lost ~ forever!! And today I confirmed it, the ticker will say if I'm at 236, then I've lost 38 pounds, not 40.
I am really bummed out, as I have been pushing myself so hard to make this goal. I know I will make it, but the rate I'm going, it may be another week or month....
I'll keep going, but I'm sad...
Has your mind played tricks on you? If so, do what you can to keep in the now and really know what's going on!!